Prayers

All right, to clarify, this might be something I look at tomorrow morning and say, "did that make any sense", but I need to at least say it now. I fell asleep about an hour ago, and I woke about 10 minutes ago. It's 12:11 a.m. as I type this, and the house is quiet except this little desk lamp keeping the room a dull haze of light. Here's the thing that may make me say "make sense?" in the morning....

We lost three children in the womb. We lost Gracie last September. We're done trying now. We have Aaron, our beautiful and healthy son. Yet, I don't feel like our family of three is all that God chose for us. I've really been asking and praying to God for guidance in that area. Katie and I had talked about adoption prior to even having Aaron; after our first two miscarriages. But, we stopped talking about it after Aaron and Gracie were born. I think we're ready to start the discussion again. If you're praying, please just begin to pray for this (if you don't mind). If it's not what He has chosen for us, then we will follow His will. However, I woke up a few minutes ago with a strong, very strong, urge to write this down. I don't know if it was God's voice on my heart, my own desires, or just the fact that it's extremely late (or early?). Just begin to pray, again if you don't mind, for something to stir in this area. Thank you. If I didn't make sense, I'm sorry. I might have to go back and read this later in clear thought.