Sunday, August 10, 2008

Held

At our church, I am the "big guy" of music; a nickname I've received over the years. For eight years now, I have been the director of music; as well as serving the Lord in our praise team. So, now you know why I have commented on so many lyrics here. I am not a singer. My wife would tell you I'm not a singer. I think anyone would tell you I'm not a singer. However, if you give me an instrument and a piece of music, I could play it back for you perfectly. Thus, I praise God through instruments other than my voice. My wife, on the other hand, has the singing voice of an angel. Together, along with Aaron who will occasionally join us on stage for a "Tyler Family Experience", we do our best to please the Lord through song. Today, Katie sang this song. I was on piano; trying to keep my emotions strong through teary eyes. It's a beautiful song. If you've never heard it, you're missing a very sad yet very hopeful message. Don't we all want that feeling of being held tight; wrapped in the loving arms of our Savior. As a daddy, I know the greatest part of life with Aaron, and what was my favorite part with Gracie, are those little hands grabbing my neck and squeezing tight. If those little hands can make us smile, then isn't it great when we feel those Heavenly arms grabbing us and pulling us near? Anyways, this song is by a singer named Natalie Grant. Katie did make it through the song. She sung it beautifully.

Held

Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling

Who told us we'd be rescued
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares

We're asking why this happens to us
Who have died to live, it's unfair

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held

This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows
The wise hand opens slowly
To lilies of the valley and tomorrow

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held

If hope is born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait, for one hour
Watching for our savior

This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We'd be held

3 comments:

mandylue said...

WOW!!! Can't believe you guys could get through it (totally through God's grace I'm sure!) It's been almost 5 years since my little brother passed away and I still can't even listen to it, much less sing it. Funny that you posted about this song...just this past week I thought I was ready to hear it...I couldn't even get past the heart-wrenching, haunting piano introduction. Still so very hard.

Did you guys happen to receive my message about some music I sent you both via Itunes? Never received confirmation from ITunes. In case you didn't, my name is Mandy and I to read Jim Houser's blog everyday, thus have followed your family as well. Let me know if you haven't gotten that music. It's by Watermark. Thanks/

Still praying for your family especially as school ramps up.
~Mandy

Sherrie said...

Hi JB,
I just watched the YouTube video of this song. So sweet, yet so powerful. I don't know if you've been on Jim's blog this morning or not, but I posted lyrics and YouTube video of Rich Mullins' "Hold Me Jesus" for Will Franklin. I bet Kate would do a wonderful job on that song as well. I'll paste them here also.

Well, sometimes my life
Just don't make sense at all
When the mountains look so big
And my faith just seems so small

CHORUS:
So hold me Jesus, 'cause I'm shaking like a leaf
You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace

And I wake up in the night and feel the dark
It's so hot inside my soul
I swear there must be blisters on my heart

CHORUS

Surrender don't come natural to me
I'd rather fight You for something
I don't really want
Than to take what You give that I need
And I've beat my head against so many walls
Now I'm falling down, I'm falling on my knees

And this Salvation Army band
Is playing this hymn
And Your grace rings out so deep
It makes my resistance seem so thin

CHORUS

You have been King of my glory
Won't You be my Prince of Peace
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gBGGX3yvMo

Peace and comfort to your family today!

burningwithpassion07 said...

JB,

I dont even think I can post to you what this song means to me today... I just cant do it. I want you to know, though, that God is using you to minister to others in their valley of grief and pain they are walking through.

Thank you! I will share more later, its a promise.

Taryn